I hate myself...

I just had a talk with him about it, because I asked if it was true that he was dating such and such person and it led into a conversation about it... And he said he never stopped it... And I realized suddenly that what he had said was that he was scared of losing me as a friend, not that he didn't want to still try it... Apparently he thought I ended it, and I thought he ended it and now he's dating one of my friends...

So maybe it's my fault for misinterpreting what he said, and maybe it's his fault for phrasing it badly, but either way... 

This is so messed up...